Wednesday, October 22, 2014

The Colors of Fall



I've missed the beauty of the Northeast in the fall. School in Ohio stole these views from me. I've missed the sound of crunching leaves under my feet and that satisfying feeling of seeing the leaves in big piles after raking them.

Life has been a whirlwind, the past week and a half after getting home from NC. I can hardly believe that in just one week, at this very time, I will be out of the country, beginning my time overseas. God has been so faithful! The waiting is almost over! But now that the time is coming close to leave, I am remembering all that I wish to accomplish. My to-do list seems to get longer with every new thing I check off. How is that even possible?

Over the past few days, I have gotten to hike in the Catskills with my mom and a dear family friend, as well as spend time with some good friends and I even got to go to camp for the day! I've also rested well, watched all the Harry Potter movies, read some books (for fun!) and got to spend time at church.

I am officially fully funded and I fly out of Albany at 5:55am on October 29th.

The adventure has only just begun. 

Please continue to pray for me as I prepare to leave!


Friday, October 10, 2014

Intercultural Training Take Away Points

Tonight is my final night in Union Mills, NC and it is a tad bit bittersweet. Today in class we had a "graduation" of sorts for those of us who were leaving this weekend. There are two more sessions to follow, of which many of our classmates are attending. Therefore, a few of us got to go forward and get our certificates of completion, shake all of the professors' hands and then engage in the typical conversations that always seem to follow graduations. Suddenly everyone is talking to you and wishing you luck and proclaiming the great times that have been had...

Who knew a month would go so quickly or that 34 adults and 20 children could mesh so incredibly well together? This community was great and the people here will definitely hold a special place in my heart. It's funny how quickly you can bond with people because you're all in the same place (so to speak). All of us are going overseas. We're doing countless different things, but we're all going and we all have things we're nervous about and excited about. And we're all striving towards a common purpose: to serve God and his people. Because of that, there is an understanding amongst us that a lot of people cannot grasp, since they don't have the same desires or plans.

There are also a lot of nicknames, lots of deep conversation (and not so deep) and above all, constant laughter :)




Nonetheless, I just wanted to jot down some take away points from this month. These are things I learned through classes, activities, the people here, you name it.

1. It's not right. It's not wrong. It's different. It may in fact be better.

2. Transitions lead to transformation.

3. Good intentions are often the monuments of destruction.

4. To accept others is to love God.

5. We do a terrible injustice when we only use words to portray the gospel.

6. God is still writing HIS story in all of the hurt and pain. There isn't a hurt that God won't use if we let him write the rest of the story.

7. The absence of trust is the basis of team dysfunction.

8. Breathe Grace.

9. Things are not always what they seem.

10. Shut up, so God can speak.

oh and 11. be sure to take time to enjoy WHO God is.


There you have it folks.

Monday, October 6, 2014

Guatemala Here I Come. (soon)



Training sessions have been underway for just over three weeks, here in itty bitty Union Mills, NC and I am learning so much. I have spent lots of time reflecting, but I have also been enjoying time with people from all walks of life who are headed out onto the missions field. It’s crazy how fast such a diverse group of people can bond. I find myself constantly in awe of how God works. I almost feel like I am a camper again. And fun fact: once again, I am the youngest adult in attendance. That theme never seems to leave me. 
I am planning on leaving October 29th!


I will be at home for the missions conference at LCC and I would love to sit down with you and talk about how God is leading me and how God is working in your life as well. I’m always up for getting coffee/tea, going for a walk, or just sitting and talking.
I am on the home stretch with support raising and I am in need of just a few more monthly partners, in order for all of this to come together. This is a team effort that I cannot do on my own. If 10 people commit to $25/month, I will be fully funded!! We’re so close! Not everyone can or should go overseas, but for those of you who are home, please consider giving or encouraging others to give. If you have already given, I cannot express how thankful I am and if you cannot give, then I cherish your well wishes and prayers. I know that God is working in this time. A reminder, you can donate online (paper free) at: https://secure.kidsalive.org/p-2821-heidi-johnson.aspx

Please join me in praying that I would trust God’s timing and be at peace as I wait for God to provide the remaining support that I need. Also, please continue praying for the team and girls in Guatemala. Attached is a daily prayer schedule. I have found that this is helpful in reminding me to pray for the ministry of Kids Alive in Guatemala and what God is doing all around the world.







Please join me on the adventure of a life time. 

Tuesday, September 30, 2014

30 Days of Prayer

As I prepare for and go to Guatemala, here is a list of prayer requests that I will be praying through each month. There is one request for each day to help make it easier and not get bogged down in all of the intricacies of the ministry I will be a part of. I have found this to be helpful and I so appreciate my sister for her help and guidance in the construction of this. If you would like to be praying with me, you can follow the days below. 
  1. Missionaries: Pray for unity, safety and spiritual refreshment
  2. House Moms: There are 11 house moms (2 in each of the 5 houses and one substitute). The house moms have the responsibility of caring for the 10 girls in their house as well as overseeing chores and house devotions
  3. Kids Alive International: Home Office Staff and missionaries in other countries
  4. Guatemalan Administrative Staff at the Oasis- Our bookkeeper, program coordinator,
    administrator, and logistics coordinator
  5. Casa Ester: Offsite semi/independent living for older girls ages 18 and up. Currently there are 8 girls in this program. Pray that the girls would become more responsible and would have motivation/vision for their futures
  6. Keeping Families Together: Our ministry that works with the families of girls who have left the Oasis to return home. We continue to provide support and therapy to the girls and their families so that they can provide a safe and healthy environment for their children
  7. La Arquilla: Newest ministry at Oasis for pregnant girls who have become pregnant due to abuse. We currently have 5 girls and 4 babies in this program. Also pray for the house parents and nanny that work in this house
  8. Psychologists and Social Workers at the Oasis  
  9. Retreats/Spiritual Emphasis Times for the Girls
  10. Town of San Lucas: Location of the Oasis. Pray for safety and spiritual awakening.
  11. Ongoing Court Cases: Many of the girls are involved in ongoing criminal cases against their abusers. Pray for courage for the girls. Also, pray that the judges would have the wisdom and discernment that allows for justice to be done
  12. Oasis Leadership Team: Our Director Corbey Dukes and his team
  13. Unity among the girls in the houses
  14. Girls at school and their teachers: Pray for diligence and patience
  15. Wednesday Night Devotional Time: We are continuing to focus on the values of 2 Peter (faith, virtue, understanding, self-control, patience, godliness, brotherly kindness and love)
  16. Safety, Protection and Health for the Oasis Girls and Staff
  17. Short Term Missions Teams with Kids Alive
  18. Home-School Education Program for Girls who are behind: Several girls are behind in school or have never been to school so we are trying to catch them up and provide them with extra help
  19. Sponsors for the girls: The girls need sponsors to help provide for their food, clothing, schooling, doctors appointments, etc.
  20. Financial Support for the Oasis
  21. Girls’ Families and Visitors Day: The first Saturday of each month the girls have family and sponsors who visit them
  22. Zapote: Kids Alive’s site in a village where there is a school and community program. Please pray for the two missionaries who will be going to Zapote to teach in a few months
  23. Healthy Relationships and Friendships for the Girls
  24. Spiritual Warfare: This is very real need. We need to be aware that we are fighting a spiritual battle. Satan doesn’t like the work that is going on in rescuing girls and introducing them to Christ. Pray against strongholds and the lies that Satan tries to plant in the lives of the missionaries and the girls
  25. House Devotions: Each day the girls and house moms have a devotional time in the house
  26. Special Events/Celebrations/Birthdays: For many of the girls it is at the Oasis that they receive their first gift and celebrate their birthday for the first time. Pray that the girls would feel loved through these celebrations and know how valuable they are to God
  27. Healing of Physical, Mental, Emotional and Spiritual Scars for the Girls
  28. Salvation for the Girls and their Families
  29. Homework/Tutoring Time: Pray for motivation for the girls to do well and try their best as well as for those of us who are helping them
  30. Openness to God’s work: Pray that the girls would be open to what God wants to do in their lives and that they would become strong women that God would use for his purposes

On being a missionary

I'm always amazed at how God works and I'm always shocked when he uses me in ways I never expected to be used. A few weeks ago I was asked to blog for the camp that I have attended, for what seems like forever, on how God has used camp to encourage me to become a missionary. I'm humbled that God would use me and use my writing to bring him glory as well. If you want to read more, follow this link:    http://cedarbrookadk.blogspot.com/2014/09/cca-and-beyond.html

Saturday, September 27, 2014

My Way or the Highway?

What is truth? What is right and what is wrong? Does truth change based on the cultural context we find ourselves in or is truth absolute and divine?

How selfish and prideful I have been in assuming that my ideas and my constructs of truth are true. While I do believe I have begun to get a glimpse of God's truth, I am still completely human and completely fallible. I have so little knowledge and understanding, though I like to think I know a lot. 

At pre field training, we have been engaging in discussions of truth and epistemology and contextualization. These topics excite me. However they also deeply scare me because they remind me of my tendency to be completely self-centered in my thinking and responses. Okay, I'll admit, as a 21 year old, I have come to realize that I indeed do not know it all. ;) I have so far to go, though I have already come what I think is a long way. The more I learn, the more I realize how much I have to learn. The more people I meet and the deeper the conversations I have, the more I realize just how much I don't even have a grasp on, much less an understanding or knowledge.

These sorts of discussion and realizations often encourage deep thoughts in my little brain. Do I really believe that what I believe is really real? If so, shouldn't my life reflect those beliefs? And is it okay to revise those beliefs as I gain more knowledge and understanding?

I think revision of thought and belief is important or else the label of dogmatic might apply. 

Thus, I encourage you (and myself): keep thinking deep thoughts. Ask hard questions. Seek better understanding.

Friday, September 19, 2014

It's not right. It's not wrong. It's just different.

Greetings from the back hills of North Carolina. Currently, I am in this little tiny town that could probably (accurately) be described as the middle of nowhere. However, this setting allows for more intentional community and has become a place for growth. Attending pre-field training in North Carolina wasn't my idea, but I'm glad I'm here. After a full week of classes and lectures, I thought I would go ahead and share some of my ideas on one of the topics we have touched on (significantly) in class. My ideas are sloppy and kind of all over the place, but hey, we all process differently, right? 

Cultural Discussion take aways: 

Culture isn’t confined to one place, to one nation or to one set of standards. Wherever you are in the world, you are going to be affected by culture. However that plays out in countless ways. Our personal culture stems from the environment in which we were shaped, yet when we enter a new culture, our old culture comes with us. This can lead to tensions in our beliefs, our values and our thought processes. When we grow up believing something to be ‘right’ or something to be ‘wrong’, we are appalled when someone else does not agree with our view. You don’t even have to go overseas to notice this. Instead, if we go from country to city or suburbia to a more rural area and vice versa, we see different ‘norms’, different ways of living. Who do we think we are as Americans? Who do I think I am, as a white, middle class, female, from upstate New York? My ways and values are not the clearcut right and wrong ways of doing things. By what authority can I judge others who act, respond, or react differently than I would in a particular situation? When we view other cultures as lacking, weird, or less than the culture that we come from, we do a great injustice to that culture. I think it is easy to rationalize in our heads that we are doing things the right way, not only as Christians, but as Americans. It’s easy to rationalize that because we are doing what is right, then another must be doing wrong. If another culture is doing what is wrong, then they must be inherently evil and their way of life must be altered. Or so we think.
As I prepare to go to Guatemala, I know that there are cultural norms in America that I have considered right or good that may not be either of those things in Guatemala. I know at times I will have a hard time understanding or relating to the culture around me because I have been brought up in a completely different context. From language, to style of living, to clothing style and many other cultural distinctions, I will be immersing myself in a completely new world. Though I have been to Guatemala a few times already, it has only been short-term. I have an idea of what to expect, but until I get there, I will not know for sure. 

I’m all about affirming the culture that I am going into and learning how to adapt my current worldview, based off of my culture, to a worldview that encompasses both. Some things I do will have to change as I enter the country, and things will feel strange and different, and I know I will have to remind myself that it is okay. Different does not mean wrong and different doesn’t mean stupid or unimportant. Differences are good. Duane Elmer, in Cross-Cultural Connections, writes: “When we see the differences of others, we may well be seeing more of God. He cannot be contained in or explained from only one cultural perspective.” Amen. I cannot add anything more to that. Culture was made to be good, but because of the fall, it has become corrupt. Until God decides to reconcile those cultures or ultimately until Jesus comes again, every system is going to remain broken. We (Christians) are not the heroes here. We were not meant to be the ones who sweep in and act as savior. We have a Savior who is meant to do that and he is on the mission and in the process of restoring what has become broken. Because of this, culture is something that we should regard as important, worth saving and worth redeeming, as modeled by Jesus. In the redemption process, we are not the change agents. We are merely used by God to do good deeds. All of our cultures are broken. No culture is superior. Sure things might need to be adjusted in the cultures that we enter, but things need to be adjusted just as much in the culture that we have come from. It’s all about God’s timing though. Until the broken has been made whole, we must press on. We must view others as important and we must begin to view differences as something to embrace, rather than something to fear.